Today’s Endurance I screamed myself awake, and possibly my neighbors, around 6 this morning. I don’t exactly remember the dream. I just remember it was horrible and I was terrified. I was kicking and screaming. But I didn’t catch it on camera because my camera wasn’t set up. I hate that. I...
https://www.sundrip.com/2024/1....1/14/todays-enduranc

The Crooked Tea Cup – Chatter Art I take pen to paper and near violently sketch, in order to manage obsessive thoughts and counting. The Etsy painting expresses anxiety building that I needed to manage. I paint what’s swirling in my head, marching, counting or popping. Art helps manage the symptoms and situation.  When focused, I’ll express...
https://www.sundrip.com/2024/1....0/25/the-crooked-tea

One Shot. Roll On. Today part of me just mourned the loss of the old CNA that I really liked, the one who said I’m not disabled. It was short lived. I’d rather go without the toxicity thank you very much!!! This head is tired. I spoke with the owner who reassured me that...
https://www.sundrip.com/2024/1....0/22/one-shot-roll-o

Behind the Lines I chose a name that’s not as harsh and doesn’t include the word freak because I’m not a freak. Here’s the finished piece. Yes, She wants to fade into the background because by nature she’s a private person, now she feels exposed by the caseworker. Even if some don’t get...
https://www.sundrip.com/2024/1....0/22/behind-the-line

A little frustrated and it shows I intended to keep the colors brighter like always, shockingly bright, but this time darker colors felt right. The rainbow was given a darker red and a mustard yellow stripe in a midnight blue sky. The clothing of the figures is in plum, dark red, green and blue. As I...
https://www.sundrip.com/2024/1....0/20/a-little-frustr